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Saturday, July 30, 2011

Character Assassination

I am in shock. The pain of what you insinuate, nay what you speak as though truth, cuts me to the core. I will never see you the same way again. And deep down even you know it's not true. But it will not stop you from using your malicious lies to poison people against me. What have I done to deserve this kind of treatment? What could possibly justify trying, and in some cases succeeding, to create bold lies to turn opinions against me? Why the assassination?

For the record, I NEVER was unfaithful to our relationship. I take commitment seriously. I would never want to be the one on the other end, so I would never put anyone else there either. When I say yes, I go in full hearted. I am loyal to a fault. I could not live with myself or the guilt of breaking that commitment. My morals are not ambiguous. To be unfaithful is to consciously disrespect and hurt the person you are committed to. It is the deepest and most complete way to destroy another human being. The thought of it makes me sick. I would not wish that kind of pain on ANYONE. And in general, when I make a commitment, I see it through to the bloody, sometimes, painful end. And I do so with a clear conscious. And it is not a part of my character that I can hide. It is written in my actions. And to even imply contrary is incorrect. But that doesn't stop you, does it?

You make the claim I did not honor the commitment I made to you. You are lying. And if you honestly believe your own words, then you never knew me. You claim I betrayed you, I question when? I may have hurt you, but that does not excuse maligning my character.

You claim 'your friends' hate me. But how could they form such a strong dislike without fuel. You have purposely spread rumors to ensure people would take 'your side' in the battlefield that only exists in your mind. I am not fighting against you; you are fighting against you. But you have made others believe they have to take sides. You have become a very petty person. I would never ask a friend to chose. There are people who believe the lies you have started. What does that say about them? They judge based not on fact, but on your anger and hurt. You have destroyed my friendships with these lies. But that is what you want, isn't it? You need someone to be as miserable as you are. You need someone to dwell in your hurt and anger as well. You have succeeded. There are people I will no longer talk to knowing you have been spreading your poison. I will not exist in your counter reality or answer to the inquisition you sentence me to. And the weak souls who blindly sway because of your filth are not people I want to surround myself with. I have walked away from MY friends because of you. I will never forget that.

What you have done is petty. You demean yourself as well. You show your own true character by doing this. You may have attacked me with your words, but what have your actions done to you? Truth is hard to extinguish. It finds a way to burn through the darkness. When it does, how will you look? Will it be your words or your actions that will speak the loudest?

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